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Wednesday, November 08, 2006
11:02:00 PM
hmm..hais....today i really study alot lo..hais..but..study until headache..hais..wads the point?hais..den today start studying from 9am to 8pm.managed to do it.yea..but not continuosly lo..hmm..early in the morning lucky tt i met ben..if not i have to stay outside the rc til 12 plus b4 yiqin they all came..and today i did quite alot of maths.yah..really hope the LAST lap can really help me get an A1..i depend on you all...God..hais...den today she says she would reach the rc at 2..but i think she was late for her cg..but nvm.hais..den today i think is rui lin fault..coz he ignore meng when she talking to him..and she help him buy the panadol lo..hmm...den was really feeling much better when.....hais....when her cg came out..hais..i was sleeping..ya..and she came out but i again..didnt dare talk to her..coz i very de awkward..hais..den i today very sian and bored plus upset and depressing..because on bad terms with yiqin because we argue about why am i 'kicked' out of the dmm and til now were not back yet, and everything juz end off badly..ya..after she went off..i quite sad actually..also dunno why...hais.den juz now on my way back home...i needa take the bus..den b4 taking the bus..a motorcycle speed..den i ran across the road..and is like almost den ran over me..is really ALMOST..hais....den juz now while sleeping in the rc...i really thought of wanting to eat the whole box of panadol in one go..den i will maybe really sleep forever and live in my dreams..and isn't it good?hais..den at interchange..saw jia min from 4I de..hmm...i didnt know she lives a block away from me..hahax...quite alot dunman ppl live near me...but how i wish i would live near her...hais..den today do so many emaths questions..quite alot of things i really dunno...sian...so wish can get them all correct and score an A1..hais...may God really bless me really GOOD results?hais...sometimes i really wan to talk to you.but why cant you talk with me on fone?i dun mind my phone bill burst..as long i can talk to you..its all that matters now..hais..so hope you can really give me a chance..but..is that possible?hais..i am juz not that lucky and fortunate..hais..den i now really very depressed..hais.. hais..but i really dunwan anyone to help me..now wad i wish for most is that you can really be by my side forever and not to leave me alone..hais..is so great to have your presence.. but could it really come true or my wish be fulfilled?hais..