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Saturday, November 11, 2006
7:34:00 AM
everything is over..that sms juz hurts me so much..i really wan to die now..but why does my friend all still dun wan me to die and yet they do things to make me give up?i cannot withstand all the pain anymore.theres is only one solution.and hope no one will juz come and stop me..everything juz ended like tt.i believe you will be happier and i would be gone forever..would be happy for you too..i am juz too useless..wad i do still cant succeed...i really feel very depressed now..i really now feel like jumping out of my hse window grill but i juz cant do it now..i will not able to lead a happier life again.i will forever be the same and no one is there to fully support me and give me a helping hand.everyone juz dun agree with me..to me..now is all meaningless and i juz wan to take a long rest.a rest that might really heal my wounds..but it has a deep scar already..how to heal it..its juz impossible..and no matter wad anyne do..the scar will still be there forever and ever...no matter wad i do for you..you still feel the same..why cantyou juz sense it?i am truly sincere and everything..but why cant you feel it? now..to me..this blog would be my history...and everything should end off well and smooth..hope that there will not be and problems again....this ime..i shall be a more successful person..at least let me be successful once.why you still bother to talk to me in that room? you everytime juz wan to bluff me out and somehow trick me into taking exams..forgiving him..etc...there is so much things that you do le..but you know that after the whole things it juz hurts me so much?i trusted you everything and somethings you juz choose to tell other ppl..nvm la..now you have won..and i had lost very badly..all thanks to you..i really wan to say a big thank you.